Heritage

DS has a "heritage" project to do - which he's known about all week and has chosen to just start right now. Of course, to do this project he mostly needs information out of ME. Unfortunately for him I don't feel like giving information right now. Or unfortunately for me I guess. :-(

OK, I think he has enough to do a decent job. We'll see.

I've been feeling "blah" again. I hate it. I just want to feel normal. You'd think with my eating healthier and exercising regularly that I would be feeling more rational. I'm just tired of not feeling like talking to anybody or relating to anybody. In fact, lately, I don't even really like anybody - including myself. It sucks.

Tonight is the 4th night of my exericse class. I'm really enjoying it I think. Although I'm so tired right now I'm kind of dreading going tonight. I know I'll be ok once I get there. I've lost 10 lbs and have another 33 to go. That's better than the 43 I had to lose when I started. I'm trying really hard to keep up with it - I know I'll feel better about myself when I don't feel like crap about my body. At least I hope that'll be the case.

Tomorrow afternoon we're going to a birthday party for my niece and nephew. Should be interesting since my sister has mostly avoided me for the last 4 years.

I've been going to PT for my knee for about a month. I don't know if it's helping or not. I guess there's nothing I can do for now but keep going.

I'm looking into vacation options - leaning towards hawaii since airfare is the cheapest to there. I've got to fit it in between a wedding and middle school orientation! That shouldn't be a problem but it's going to be a busy summer.

Off to put laundry in the dryer. Exciting life I lead!