Did it really happen?

So I haven't heard anything else from the Pastor since my conversation with him on Tuesday. I was going to talk to him on Friday but he didn't come into the office at all. I thought we were going to sit down and work everything out before tomorrow's quarterly business meeting but we didn't. People are starting to ask questions so I hope he announces it tomorrow. I'm having a hard time not saying anything to people. And as bad as this sounds since I'm not doing this for the $, we haven't talked salary or anything like that either.

Did it really happen? Am I really taking the job? I hate being in limbo! I'm the kind of person who wants to get started and get things done right now. I know I can't technically make changes while the other person is still here in that position, but I could get started looking at the children's church curriculum and start getting that into place for the month of August.

I'm excited, nervous, and scared all in one. If I'm really going to do it I just want it out in the open and to get started. The administrator asked me to keep doing the financial secretary job. I told him yes, but now I'm questioning that decision. I would like to talk to the pastor some about that also. I'm not sure it's a good idea to have one person doing two major titled positions. I like the fin. sec. job and it doesn't take me very many hours a week, but still. We'll see.